信，第六封
9月20日 星期日
Dear babe,
Maybe I am too rush to lose my own pace. I'll adjust it. It needs two to tango, after all. I think you'd pointed out something during our last-night-chat: I'm proud. Because of my pride, I don't allow myself to make the scenes. & sometimes others' rejection for me, are just like a denial, even they don't mean this way. I still need some time to clarify myself.
I can't help but regard this business trip of you, is a chance to discuss, to reveal something we haven't been noticed. Distance enables our disagreements hidden beneath our sweetness to reveal. They might all come from different regions of life: love, marriage, the way we express..., even missing you that may count.
I thought of the reason I adore Mr. Darcy so much. One reason might be Collin Firth's performace was so real. He almost created a real man with blood & flesh, instead of being a role in novel. Another reason, and the most important one, is: we, Mr. Darcy & me, are alike, in the way we act, & react. That is --pride.
Maybe I can elaborate it tomorrow. As for now, it's time for sleep.
Dear babe,
Maybe I am too rush to lose my own pace. I'll adjust it. It needs two to tango, after all. I think you'd pointed out something during our last-night-chat: I'm proud. Because of my pride, I don't allow myself to make the scenes. & sometimes others' rejection for me, are just like a denial, even they don't mean this way. I still need some time to clarify myself.
I can't help but regard this business trip of you, is a chance to discuss, to reveal something we haven't been noticed. Distance enables our disagreements hidden beneath our sweetness to reveal. They might all come from different regions of life: love, marriage, the way we express..., even missing you that may count.
I thought of the reason I adore Mr. Darcy so much. One reason might be Collin Firth's performace was so real. He almost created a real man with blood & flesh, instead of being a role in novel. Another reason, and the most important one, is: we, Mr. Darcy & me, are alike, in the way we act, & react. That is --pride.
Maybe I can elaborate it tomorrow. As for now, it's time for sleep.
yours
shan
shan
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